Sunday, January 18, 2009

Tired

I'm tired of it all...
I'm tired of not being able to count on friends
I'm tired of being abandoned by the people i care the most about
But most of all I'm tired of crying myself to sleep almost every night, I've tried everything but every night i spend in this house just makes me want to cry. I have nowhere to go and i dont feel like i could turn to anybody for help because no ones here. I don't even feel like i could turn to my best friend for help anymore. I've tried turning to god and giving it all to him and i dont know what else to do.