:)

after talking to some people last night i have finally been able to forgive my father for all of the stuff he has done in my past. after talking with them i decided to talk to my dad and my mom and i told my dad that i had forgiven him for all things that he has done and i was finally able to talk to my mom and she agreed to let me get baptized :) i had asked her over winter break about it and she said that i wasnt ready for it but i finally talked to her last night and i was able to change her mind and now she is fine with me getting baptized :-) i dont know when im getting baptized but i know that i am getting baptized :) soon

feelings of home

im finally home
it took almost a month to get back here but man was it worth the wait.
this is probably the first place that i have actually felt that i belong.
i have amazing friends here that are always there for me when i need to talk and always know what to say when i need to hear it especially if im acting like an idiot and worrying about things i really dont need to.
at the beginning of the year i met up with some people that introduced me to christ for the first time that i could remeber and since then i have been trying to live my life like i should have been living it my whole life.
sometime i find it hard to follow him but i know that without him i would not be here today and i am thankful beyond words or what he has done for mankind that he didnt need to but chose to.
and i think that he is the biggest reason for why am finally happy for one of the first times in my life.
because before i got to western it felt that really didnt belong anywhere in oldham county and it was amazing to just be able to escape from my old life and start a brand new one at western kentucky.
one of the best things he has changed in my life is the girl that he has put in it. she is probably one of the best things that has ever happened to me and even though she is no longer at western she is still a huge part of my life and i never want to lose.